The thing that is on my heart is about all the things!
Do you ever feel like the world’s issues are too many? And your own circle of life is so full that you can’t escape the madness? Some people astound me with their one and done perspective. They do one task, get it done and walk away. NOT ME! I often do the “thing” too early while being ill prepared, then spend the next weeks or years wondering how to fix what I just did in order to make “it” perfect.
When scripture says that we should have patience like in Galatians 6:9 “Let us not become weary in doing good, for the proper time will reap a harvest if we do not give up.”
greedy people
Now, I know that passage is about following God and bringing hope to others… but sometimes (most often) I get sick and tired of doing “good”. Not like I want to do evil but I am so tired of proclaiming the atrocities and the evil in this world. My mind spirals when I see all the GREEDY PEOPLE and CORRUPTION! We live in a world of “me first” attitudes and as a person who wants to bring others together it’s getting harder and harder to do.
I feel the anger, the frustration of people and I think, how can I “fix” this? The answer is I CANNOT! Only God can and I need to learn once again how to take a step back and allow prayer and petition to our Father in Heaven.
His plan
I AM A DO-ER. I want to be the fixer and the light the feet on the ground for GOD. BUT, more and more I am realizing that I am not. I am pushing and dragging instead of leading.
The prayer closet is waiting for me and I need to let YAWEH our God in Heaven to do HIS plan, not mine. Stepping back into prayer may be more powerful than any words I could ever say.
